Losing and losing and losing
I'm getting really fkn annoyed today. Played quite a few tournaments and ran deep to go out losing with the best hand.
AA vs AT ---- he shoved from MP and it's folded to me in the HJ. Obviously, I was happy to make the call. Flop was fine...but as soon as I saw that ten on the turn, I just knew he was gonna river trips. And sure enough he did. wtf
AK vs KQKK vs KJAA vs 22JJ vs 88KK vs QQ
Like seriously....how the fk can I lose every hand where I dominate villain? I used to have a sense of humour about shit like this but today just wasn't that day. Ya, I understand odds and probabilities, variance, whatever. But seriously..... after I bust, I just can't help but stare at the monitor and think about how f kn ridiculous this is.
But you know what's funny? As soon as I see villain's hole cards, or the flop, I get this really weird feeling...like a 6th sense that I am going to lose by the river. And I did..., What am I supposed to do? Think positive? Done that -- it doesn't work.
And I shake my head over and over again looking at the fkn monitor in disbelief at how incredibly ridiculously bad my luck can be. Some days you really just can't win.