Took some time off (4days) and it paid off
Was on a crappy downswing of 120$ on carbon past week or so. I was feeling burnt out i didnt even cash in a single tourny for a week+, and i play about 40 per week. So i decided to just eff poker from friday-monday. Went out and partied with friends all weekend, took a little road trip with a friend and got muy drunko. Then i came back tuesday (today) got on the computer and just had the urge to play, like when you havent played for a while and you just realllly wana play some dam cards. So i registered for just 1 tournament, 5$ plo h/l tourny. I really felt motivated and focused like i use to be when i was winning. I ended up gettin 3rd out of 130 or so ppl for 75$. Doesnt quite make up what i lost but its a good start and i feel more deep runs coming. I just have to learn to take some days off, but poker is a hell of a drug.